02:46 passed away this week. And that is for any show that has been running for a substantial amount of time and for any show, so there's a few questions I want to ask about this because if any, like, I guess number one, a little bit of selfish concern for you that I have cause you're my buddy No agenda is your main source of income. Yes, I need to ask you are you gonna be okay? I don't know Honestly, I don't know I appreciate the question You know would we be okay for a year without income yeah that would be it Okay So it's not not preferred I mean up and down income Is the life of any sort of freelance yes
03:50 person, whether it's a contractor or freelance artist or any type of person who does freelancing. I mean you're not where you don't have a guaranteed paycheck. So for and again, I'm kind of asking this question as if another person out there who also may have a co-host and have a long running show that is my main source of income like what do you think your next steps are? Wow these are very good questions the questions i've been asking myself
04:27 Um, well why am I hearing myself come back from you? Oh, I know why. Hold on that's...I got it. Am I headphones too loud? No no no, I fixed it. Well there is a couple things here The main issue so first of all just want to put the money aside because I've never really worked for money and it shows He does! So what's interesting about any podcast, I guess but ours in particular and I said this yesterday in my opening of our tribute show which will carry we're gonna do Sunday We'll do some clips. And the main thing is people want to have their say so we just put it in your donation note and we'll read them all that we read 753 notes yesterday That's why was a six-hour show
05:26 My goodness that is so much, but it was beautiful of course and yeah The thing that struck me as an aside is the number of faithful people You know not just people sending thoughts and prayers for like real prayers Which was kind of blew me away. That's great Yeah we deconstructed media But it was a performance We always said this it was a poor performance between the two of us And if anything, I think we both kind of want to make the other guy laugh and wanted to say hey look at me. Like I got something look at this theory I have or look at these things that found a clip of the day that kind of stuff so that's chemistry that we didn't even start until we had been talking on Skype 18 years ago for weeks you know hey we should probably record this That's literally how it got started
06:24 So very much like you and I have been, well we've been talking for years before we did the podcast. Do We Get to do This with Pastor Jimmy? We're now 42 episodes in so you know i'm not a solo guy. I'm someone who works with someone else and that you can't just plug someone in and oh okay now it's going to be great! And also I don't think that I don't know if that would work. And honestly, I'm also very tired. I'm just tired ever since John's bypass surgery maybe a little bit before that
07:14 I felt like it was propping him up, dragging him along a little bit which was completely understandable. Also you know not no one knew this because it was the big secret I supposed to keep but he was 80 years old not 74 so he was a little older Not that thats a death sentence for most You know, and just what's happening? What's going on a concern for him. Two families have been living off of this show in essence for all this time so I really don't know what's gonna happen or what i'm gonna do. Honestly, I think I need just a week or two of rest
08:03 I don't think his passing has even really hit me because you know, you get the call on Monday. There's... what are we going to do? Consoling mourning with with his family it affected me and i don't think i've processed that yet And, you know this just I'm like so i haven't really quite wrapped my head around it but yes. I do have to figure something out for sure what that is? Uh...I just don't know and do I really want to try and do no agenda with someone else? I-i don't think it would be the same and it would I think it would feel fake to me does that make sense? Mm-hmm yeah it does make sense
08:51 It also makes sense that you wouldn't have really been able to process through all of this. Like sometimes I think when you're in a situation like this where somebody passes away, but you also have lots of responsibilities that sort of orbit around that person even a spouse or something like you, their passing your grief connected to their passing gets pushed to the side for a while because you just have to take care of a lot of things. You have to take care if you're in the family, you have to take care of funeral and all those things If your somebody who's business partner or long time friend or you have other responsibilities everything suddenly becomes around
09:46 There are immediate actions that I need to take to take care of real world issues. And so you tend to put your own grief to the side for a little while and then it's only later that you really begin to experience that." And so that makes a lot of sense. I mean, you probably just kind of feel a little bit lost right now, I would imagine. Yeah and Tina has been fantastic. She's like we'll figure it out everything is doable everything is possible We will figure it out she's not... That's really awesome that she's not freaking out but she realizes the same thing It's like okay well what does this mean? How do how do we move forward if income stops